03
Dec
08

waiting for death to arrive

 

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I can’t sleep…been thinking about the same damn thing through these years.  I have a recurring dream and that dream ends up with the same result: I die.  When I was a child it was me flying over a building in my home town and when I realized I was actually flying, I precipitated to the ground at terminal velocity waking up gasping for air at that instant when I was about to touch ground in my dream.  Then, that dream evolved to being chased by a gang of low lifes with fucked up cars until they corner me and proceed to kill me by way of gun fire.  When I was a teenager that dream catapulted me to the realm of apocalyptic Earth after the second coming of Christ.  How do I know this?  No fucking clue.  The only thing is that I know.  I find myself on this version of that dream in a beautiful garden, overcast skies, wet concrete walls and several stories below ground.  Alone.  Sitting down to die.  After a few years that dream went away.  Now, it has come back.  This time with a vengeance.  I die in my place of work.  Shot.  I am just sitting here waiting for death to arrive.  I think I am due.


1 Response to “waiting for death to arrive”


  1. December 13, 2008 at 3:16 pm

    the cloudy overcast sky fprtells sadness and trouble.
    the garden represents tranquility, comfort, love and domestic bliss and thats you need to be nurturing.
    sitting indicates indecision and not knowing what u want to do
    to die ina dream symbolises inner change, transformation or self-discovery.

    It means that there are big changes ahead of you.

    Think back to when you had all those dreams in the past and see if something big changed in your life maybe some changes for the better.

    Now to be shot in a dream measn that you may have done something that you are ashamed or not proud of in your past.

    Or it could mean what you just dreamed, u will be shot and die while at work.
    Let me know what u come up with.


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